Friday, December 31, 2004 11:25 PM
Today suppose to meet xy, sm they all, but apparently sm's going m'sia today so the meeting was cancelled. haiz, again, sian diao.. but she's coming back on mon, so i guess we still have the chance to meet up before sm leaves s'pore. since the meeting's cancelled, i slept until 12 then woke up, haha. today's sky was a gloomy gray, rained and stopped, stopped and rained again. grieving for the tsunamis victims i guess. death toll hit 6 figures, damn scary sia.. with the year coming to a close, this tsunamis tragedy has indeed brought an unhappy ending to the already stained year. Haiz..

Time flies, one year just whoosh-ed and gone. this year has been a very very sucky year i must admit, one of the worst years. i shall not write the events down, dont feel like going through those sucky stuff again. lots of ups and downs i guess, not a very happy year. seen the dark side of alot of stuff. it's mainly that bloody sch that im extremely unhappy about. wad the hell.. hmmm, well.. today's the last day of this wretched year, but im not going to write down my new year resolutions cos i dont really stick to most of them in the end. lolz..

I didnt make use of this holidays wisely, 90% of it was spent on slacking. but managed to complete my cip hours, so i need not fret about it next year. went out with my frens too, but most of the days were spent rotting at home. finished reading ootp, kinda sad about sirus' death, but i guess jkr has a reason for killing him. i like this phrase very much "while we are mourning the loss of our friend, others are rejoicing to meet him behind the veil" (taken from cos forum), hopefully it's true. been reading quite a number of hp editorials recently, kinda enlightened lar. haha..really looking forward to HBP. =)

Haiz, i can really foresee months of sufferings and midnight oil burnings next year. walao, i really really dread going to sch everyday. it's entirely diff from sec sch i guess. during nh days, i have never really hated going to sch. life was very diff then, lessons ends at 2pm, lesson time was usually quite bearable and fun at times, with gao xiao teachers and classmates as well. wahaha.. huayue ends at 6 latest and even though there's 3 pracs every week, i have never complained about it. and i must say i really really enjoy my 4 years in nhco. but all these stuff belongs to the past.. Haiz, taking As next year, i think it will be a hundred times worse than taking Os. damn scary lar. but one more year i will be freeeeeee, toil first and harvest later. yea and i dont give a shit about njco or syf 2005 or other stuff, conc on sch work hopefully and dont stray away.. just as long as this year can pass quickly and smoothly i will be more than happy. haha..more than 6 mths of hols after As, find a job first. haha.. then i will be off to uni, provided i can make it, that is. dun really care which course im going to, hmmm, fy suggests going pharmacy together. haha, then become pharmacists.

Okie, crap enough. and with that, i conclude my last entry of the year, and pray for a better year ahead.

Everyday is one day closer to 16th july.